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So I just recently joined and saw this and would like to give some updates. I started NC, a little over two weeks ago. I'll briefly describe each day
Day 1- It was really easy because it fell right before I went home from college for thanksgiving break.
Day 2- I was home with my family 4 hours away from ex so it was great
Day 3- Thanksgiving, my cousin had her bf from college spend thanksgiving with us and it made me a little sad but I got over it
Day 4- Still home so it was easier
Day 5 & 6 - Still home for break so was still fine
Day 7 - Returned back to college was a little hard
Day 8, 9, and 10 - I felt alright, a little empty but alright
Day 11 - On weekends I got super super super sad because I wonder what he's up to. Also important to point out his frat had a party I obviously couldn't go to but all my friends went and they spoke to him so it made me even sadder
Day 12 - Same sadness
Day 13- Felt a little better again
Day 14 - It was the birthday of a friend of mine who passed away earlier this year so it was a very sad day and I missed my ex a lot more because of such
Day 15 - Better than day 14 but not quite better all together
Day 16- This is where I am now and I am sad because my ex was supposed to go my dance performance tonight and now he won't be there
This isn't getting easier :(
Also the break up was a little over 5 weeks ago.
THE NO CONTACT CHALLENGE, Part 2
in Getting Back Together
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Day 17 - Not much to say, sometimes I feel really happy and then I feel really sad
Day 18 - Oh lord so today is his birthday and I cannot break NC for it but it's going to be so hard, thankfully I plan on just studying for my finals today and not looking at my phone to keep myself occupied until the day is over and so that I am not tempted.