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Im in love with a woman 11 years older than I am,

I never thought such a thing possible but I guess it is.

She completes me, she is my everything.

I have hurt her and I hope she can forgive me,

truly forgive me for I do not know what I would do without her.

When i talk to her I become a wave of happinessm however when

I do not tlak to her for dats or weeks at a time I become

secluded and unhappy well maybe not unhappy, perhaps content

looking forward to the next time we can talk. She wants me to

be with a girl closer to my own age, a girl I can be with but

she can't seem to understand that she is waht I want, what I need.

She is *****, she is 27 years old and she is the love of my life.

All this may seem strange and coreny perhaps taken from a

hollywood movie but it was not, this comes from the deepest

depths of my heart which is filled with love of this perfect

female. She has made mistakes in her life as have I but in the

end it does not matter what either of us have done in the past

but what we can do together in the future, what we, if she can

accept me again, will do in the future, many will assume this

coming from a 16 year old is blasphemy, how could I understand

what love is, I say to those people that love holds no boundaries.

All in the end it comes to one thing; I love ***** and to be with

her would complete me and allow me to grow more then ever thought

possible. For a man throwing his feelings out, it is one of the hardest

things to do, for myself espically because every other time in my life

I have shown and give my feelings of love I have been shutdown and

shutout. However for this female she needs to know how I truly feel

she needs to know without her I am lost. Some may consider me a fool,

yes I am but I would much rather be a fool inlove then a fool with

and empty heart.

Look past the promise I broke to you *****. For I was confused about

myself, who I was. I learned who I am and that is nothing and no one

without you in my life

You can say anything you want about me, sute ive done things that

are messed up, obsessive even but it was all in effort to learn

who I am as a person. Wanting to be with ***** does not make me

obsessive for she does not control and enter my every thought

she just makes me happy and isnt that all we want in life,

to be happy

My name is ***** and I love ***** with all my heart.

Yes im young, i have plenty of chances to find love in my life

but to those critics I ask you, Should I give up love just

because of age or because I need to go out with more girls

my own age, I cant stand girls my own age they plainly annoy me

Should I give up love, Should anyone give up love for that matter.

The true and real love that you feel when you meet a person that

completes you as a person?

Thats my moment for the night, tell me what ya think (am I nuts?, got something going for me?, all comments accepted