Lam12

day 3 - be all okay

Day 1 of NC

AGH so angry I messaged you again. No more now. Feeling okay for now, will go to the gym and preoccupy myself. Hope to be distracted, you can do this, you've done it before

Restart NC again.....

Miss you and I wish I hadn't given in. Hearing that you missed me was hard and I really was hurting. Why do you have to be so difficult! I love you but you are so bad for me

I know this is for the best, my life feels so crap right now