ShapeShifter

Day 2 .....

It was such a hard day. I almost called him on his mobile ..... almost ..... then argued with myself over sending a mail .....

but ... i survived another day.

Dang it .....

i needed something that was at his place .... had to contact him

Day 1 again ......

I've been in no contact for a lil while already but I lost track. So I'm going to say Day 1 for the sake of this forum. I feel okay, I had a minor setback as I woke up missing him, nothing major.

oh dear, I miss him too not yours of course .... I miss MINE too

Cant wait for this phase to be over. I wanted to stay "friends" after a breakup .... but it hurts me more to see the emotions changing in his eyes. Hopefully after one month of no contact I will not feel the need to see him or talk to him to keep myself going .............

Day 2

So I sent him a few emails 3 days ago (4 to be specific),

Today I got three short replies telling me how he was unable to respond before ..... I haven't replied back ..... have an itch in my fingers to say something, but I hope I stay strong.

If I get through tonight, I will treat myself to a dark chocolate brownie from the café next to my office.

Day 1

this is going to be a hard challenge .....

I can already see myself failing.