CrusnikPT

2 months and 6 days, if anything i'm feeling worse each passing day. So yeah.. it does take a while.

Today was day 4 of my 2nd stint of NC for 30 days, and I believe I had a breakthrough. My ex has been gone 2 months now, after cheating on me after 5 years. She was getting mail at our place still and today I decide to open a piece.. Not sure what made me do it... But it was a change of address and she is moving in with this guy she cheated on me with. This 43 year old, 20 years older then her, 4 time arrested for selling herion guy. That was all it took. I packed up the rest of her crap , changed the locks and blocked her number. She is now dead to me. I'm better then that. She had a successful life with me, I never treated her wrong and I refuse to be associated with someone like that. Done. Bigger and better things await.

Best of luck there man, you deserve better!!