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day 34... I feel like I can officially say I'm getting worse every day and not better.
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Day 33... Been talking to some other women from dating sites, but when they aren't available to chat my loneliness is worse... Obviously a sign I shouldn't be trying to date yet. My Sister and Parents came over on Saturday to play with my puppy... and my mom and sister both wanted to talk about the breakup.
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Just coming up on the one month mark... I REALLY miss her today... and now I miss her daughter too. The pain of losing my girlfriend blocked me from even thinking about her daughter, but over the weekend my friend asked me how I felt about her daughter and I haven't been able to stop thinking about either of them since.
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Well... we broke up on March 16th, I spent the night with her that night so I last talked to her on March 17th. I went NC from the moment I walked away from her that morning.
Unfortunately... as the thread I started suggests I ran into her at an open mic last night, we just said "hey", and I sat down behind her and that was it. I didn't look at her for the remainder of the night. I PROBABLY should have left as soon as I saw her, but I told her about that place and I wanted to stand my ground, which hopefully shows some confidences/assertiveness. Plus, I'm sure they talked about it after they left, which is another "win."
I thought I was totally screwed when I walked into that room, but she still hasn't removed me or our relationship from facebook (I thought for sure I would be blocked after last night).
I can't help but wonder how things would have gone if she was alone instead of with her friend.
This was an emotional set back for sure, but I personally felt that I handled it well.
THE NO CONTACT CHALLENGE, Part 2
in Getting Back Together
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Day 50... I had an awful dream the other night about her.
Awful feeling of loneliness is back.