avon

This morning I missed you so much. I want to know how are you and what are you doing, but I can't contact you, it will make everything even harder. I hope you are doing fine.

I packed all of your stuff in a box. Soon I will handle finance and joint account

I will go to your house to leave the box and both pets, when I am ready. Luckily you won't be there. Your gran-dad will be so sad. I do not know if I should tell him we broke up or you already did. I hope you did.

Few moments ago I packed all our memories in a box. You wouldn't believe how many memories can fit into a small box. Awesome memories we had over the past 5 years.

I know I shouldn't have gone down that path - reading old love letters you sent me. It teared me apart. I see how we truly loved each other.

I still haven't sealed the box. But I am well aware there is no "us" anymore. I need more time to let it go. I hope the box will be sealed sooner or later.

I know you said there is nobody around, and that you are breaking up because the long-distance is killing you.

I feel that that was not true.

I know there is somebody else around.

If I knew 100% that your decision is because somebody else, it would be easier.

I do not understand why you stopped trying. Why you stopped believing in us.

You are stupid to toss away 5 years.

But still, I wish you all the best. It would be easier if I could hate you.

People still do not believe me when I tell them we are not together anymore.

We were the perfect couple in everyone's eyes.

I miss you.

It hurts.

But it will pass.

Please do not think I will be back with you if you did this because there is somebody else.

If you want to experiment with others, go back to ing high school.

Never.

Ever.

I think after 5 years, you can be respectful enough to tell me the truth. So, is it a long distance? Or you met someone?