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  1. No I know, it seems strange to some I suppose but the reasons for having a break were genuinely to sort out my feelings, I had no intention of doing that, even now that I know I should leave her I have zero desire to find anyone else.
  2. Yeah you're right, thank you so much for the advice, I think that's all I really needed to hear, I doubt myself on every thought I have but having someone else's opinion helps so thank you.
  3. Thanks for the quick reply. I definitely agree with you but what do I say/do? Is it best to leave her and just take care of myself for a while?
  4. I'm not sure on how to explain this so I'll start from the beginning. At the end of May 2016 I went out with someone who I later broke up with in June because I didn't really want to be with her as she wasn't what I was looking for. Just 3 hours after I broke up with her I messaged a new girl who actually went to my secondary school (I live in the UK). I kind of liked her before I went out with the girl in May but I didn't really think I would have a chance with her so I never talked to her. Actually before I went out with the girl in May I really liked a friend I had known since February a
  5. I can't let my family (or anyone really) know that I've done this. It will be a hell of a job hiding these since the're on the top side of my arm. I just need an estimate on how long cuts like these typically last.
  6. Just to mention; I am planning to stop, these cuts will hopefully be the last. I would like to know how long these will take to heal (if at all) and if these are classed as deep. Thank you. [ATTACH=CONFIG]11044[/ATTACH]
  7. Here's an update I've had just one session with the psychologist and I need to go again so she can get a better idea of what's going on. Another huge thing is that my ex I was talking about at the start asked me to come out yesterday but she kissed me, she just grabbed my face and kissed me. I honestly don't know how to feel right now, I know it doesn't seem like very long but I feel like I have made a lot of progress with my issues. I have been able to change my ways before and I seem to be pretty good at it still. I don't know if I am ready for any relationship but she wants me, and obvi
  8. Thank you for all the help everyone. I'm going to let her go and get some help, I have an appointment with a psychologist who can hopefully figure out what exactly is wrong with me and maybe help me. I will take nuttybuddy's advice and try to find some friends in a college activity or something, I deleted the video and all our photos so we can both move on. I know one thing; this is going to be so damn hard to get over but I realize now that's it's best for both of us if we just let go, then i can fix myself and she can be happy again. Thanks everyone.
  9. I am in a horrible situation, I don't know what to do anymore. I have ruined my relationship with the best girl I have ever met. We were in a serious relationship for just over a year and because of me having extreme anxiety and depression, I get really paranoid about everything so I end up imagining her cheating on me, I imagined it more than once a day and after a few months, it started to make me violent, I would throw things, break things and I eventually started shouting at her. Once morning, we were in bed and we had an argument about my mental health. She said she was looking for an exc
  10. I don't really talk to my family about these things, or anything really. I was in counselling but my counselor got a new job so now I am waiting for a new one. And I live in North East England.
  11. It makes me happy to see all these positive replies. It's nice to know people care. Thank you everyone.
  12. I don't expect anyone to care, I wouldn't be surprised if the first reply to this was an insult but I don't know where else to go for answers. Life for me right now is "normal", I am currently awaiting my results from school so I can get into college but from what I have experienced in my life, it's going to drive me to the point of suicide, I am not suicidal right now but I really feel like life is going to get much worse, throughout half of my school life I was constantly bullied because of my hair colour, the other half improved greatly but a mental scare still remains. Now that I hav
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