c0nsult1ng

so today is the first day on a new job for you. i want to ask so many questions, i want to know everything about it... but do you even need my attention? my questions? i bet you don't care about it... you have a sister and a mother, they will listen and support you, you don't need me to be around... i won't ask, don't worry. i won't make you think if you want to share it or not, i'll help you with that decision... i know it'll be fine, you are like a sun, everyone will love you. good luck, honey...

I'm trying to be strong, but damn it's so hard. I can be like "yeah, i can move on, i don't need that bs" then i remember something and here i am, thinking about the best days of my life i spent with you and wondering how did you manage to forget me so quickly...