Hey all,
I have just broken up with my boyfriend of 1 year about a month ago. The break up reason was due to covid 19, I had experienced an episode of covid 19 psychosis and was hospitalised. The situation came abruptly, I was having hallucinations and kind of delusional (behavior akin to schizophrenia disorder) and he was unable to accept the sudden change in me. He told my family the 1st day that he wanted to break things off with me while i was hospitalised. My sister was pretty upset about that and they somehow agreed to wait till i got better. We had a chat over phone after i was discharged as i could sense he is drifting away and we broke off amicably.
So fast forward to present day, I happened to come across his profile in the dating app yesterday. It felt like a bittersweet feeling to me, one glad that he is trying to move on and the latter blaming him for moving on that quickly. I do find myself checking on his social media activity at times which i realized he hasn't been sleeping well everyday. I understand that we will not reconcile since he was the one whom couldn't accept my condition back then and i ve lost the trust i have had on him.
Therefore I am seeking some advice how to get over this break up quickly and entirely.
Your advice is greatly appreciated.
Cheers,