dnttellmelies

OMG i love it... my style always seems to be gloomy... yours makes me smile ;-)

-ash

I can personally relate to this and the heartache is there. I love it and it speaks to me as well. Wonderfully broken as my mom and I say.

-Ash

no... depth is what the person who reads it preceives... to me there is meaning. you must look at it as it applies... not looking for hidden meaning just yet ;-) i really do like it ;-)

-ash

;-) like it ;-)

-ash

I agree... all males give me problems lol. But that is an amazing piece... I don't want to bring you down... keep working... grow ;-) I say that to anyone who writes even myself.

-ash

Thanks... my passion is writing. Although I must admit it's not poetry it's novels and such. Poetry is just something I do because I am not open with people generally about emotions. Most people don't see these and the one person that does can't see them as I do. Thanks.

-Ash

This kinda pain doens't go away

I have to deal with it and play my happy card

To let everyone think I really can take the pressure...

To make you think I didn't care like I did...

But I can't lie anymore

You lied to my f****** face

Made me think I could keep your pace

Guess what f*** you!

I don't want to love you

I don't want your s***

This heartache isn't what I signed up for

This pain wasn't the plan

Even now I wonder your truth...

was I really "the love,"

the only one that was worht your existence?

He's gone

He left

He isn't gonna stay for the rest

He found fun in other things

He wound up making me cry

Even when forever was just another lie

He's gone and found fun where he wants

My heart hurts

I feel lost again

Cuz being found

Is only in your arms

When I lost you

I knew it was true

Thats when I felt like

I had swallowed glue

And guess what

All I ever wanted was you.

F*** you

F*** this

I don't need your s***

I found out

That's right

I know

Don't lie

It's gonna make me fight

I wish you could make me fell better

But that * * * * wasn't something to forget

I trusted you

I loved you

And I get this?

F*** you

F*** this

I don't need your s***

A HEART

A heart is not a plaything

a heart is not a toy

but if you want it broken

just give it to a boy

Boys have to play around with things

and see just how they run

but when it somes to kissing

they do it just for fun

You'll wonder where he is at night

you'll wonder if he's true

one moment you'll be hapy

the next you'll be blue

Each chance you have to meet

your heart begins to dance

your world revolves around him

there's nothing like romance

But when it stops you'll wonder why

you'll worry yourself away

you see my friend I'm loosing him

more and more each day

Boys never give there hearts away

they play all girls for fools

one moment they say they love you

the next moment there palyin it cool

Don't ever give your heart away

don't ever go astray

for broken heart's count my friend

it never turns out the right way

Love is fine but it can hurt

the price you pay is high

if I had to choose between love or death

I think i'd rather die

So when I say don't fall

in love you'll be hurt I know

it's true you see my friend

I know cuz I fell in love with you

Well what do you think?

-Ash

i have to tell you that there is no way that one person hasn't felt this desperate sometimes. i will say it is a constant battle in my head over this very thing and i don't voice my feelings as often as i should. thank you for saying what i could and cannot.

-ash

This is a poem a friend in one of my classes wrote in a short period of time. Feed back?

-Ash

flowers

it bloom and blossoms

in the mist of the spring air

give me just one chance

to dare

ive been to the end

and around that windey bend

i coud always send the love for you

like the stem for its petals

but nodobys could dwell

the thoughts i had when i was sad

but till the petals fall till the ground

i will not have a frown

because my voice is my sound

Would it be possible to use these poems for a class I have? i want to ask your permission before it all happens so that's why I am asking. Send me a PM if you don't mind please.

-Ash

LOVE IT! But thats onyly because I can relate... not the the sexual abuse but in other ways... Nice writing!

-Ash