Bonzophuebes1

A lucid thought

to lucid to be real.

The images are so clear,

my demise so viloent in nature.

Thunder crashes,

I feel myself falling.

My heart burns.

I am so cold.

As I lay here

images of my past run like a movie.

I have had some good times, some bad times.

Why do we regret things after we have done them?

Motionless, a haze covers my eyes.

My heart still burns.

The lights soon turn to blackness.

I am sorry for what I have done.

Within the blacknes I can still here

but I cannot move.

Screams cry out from everywhere.

Sounds like my mother beside me.

Suddenly I see me,

my mother beside me crying "why"

Her sorrow, I feel it.

What have I done?

My body so pale.

2 holes in my heart.

One from lonelyness,

the other from ending my life.

Whipped around in circles,

voices call out to me.

What they say is hard to understand

but I feel it is my family asking why.

I look back

but I see me no more.

I still here my mothers cries

but there is nothing I can do.

I begin to move away

through the dark tunnel that lay ahead.

I walk the path

but I want to go back to me.

I hear a voice.

"Welcome" It sounds so pleasant.

My fear eases.

I continue.

A hand comes from the darkness.

I take it without apprehension.

It burns, I cannot let go.

I cannot break free.

"Welcome" I hear it again.

This time so deep and harsh.

I want to go back.

"Welcome to Hell, boy"!

I really enjoyed Dusty Shelves.. Good Job....

Stones was well done as well.

Yeha man, it never seems to end, this crap. Great stuff.

You read my mind... As always, very gutteral

Man, I need a sweater...... Very real........

Well crafted.....

WHOA! I hope this does not mean you are gonna do something bad.

Well written.

i guess no one like me here to read my crap.

GHOST

A door closes

locking me in,

slams in my face

whats my sin?

The light goes out,

my body shakes in shock.

Whats gonna happen?

I hear the door lock.

The sounds of chains

fill my ears.

I'm so scared,

my eyes fill with tears.

A levitating light

appears in fron of me,

pushing me back,

won't set me free.

It emits a sound

so loud my ears bleed,

making me cry.

On my fear it feeds.

I run to the corner.

I try to hide.

I cover my ears.

I close my eyes.

I say to myself

that this is not happening,

i'll just open my eyes

and I will be laughing.

I open my eyes,

the light is still there.

I begin to cry.

Tt is just not fair

The light moves closer,

I begin to sweat.

The color begins to change,

is it a threat?

A body begins to form.

I get up and stand.

Now transparent,

it says "take my hand".

Scared, I take its hand,

it pulls me near.

It picks me up like a child

and says "have no fear".

Suddenly I am not scared.

All my worries have gone away.

Feeling strangely happy,

can death be this way.

A little diddy~~~

If Wishes were Dreams

Everynight I pray that I wake by your side

and everday I wake I know I will be praying that night

So when you ask me if I love you

and I just turn away

Im just a man

and those words I cant say

So please dont get angry

its just my foolish pride

I may not say the words

but my feelings never hide

chorus

So if wishes were dreams

and dreams came true

I would spread my wings

and fly away with you.

Take you to my heart

that beats for two

that is where I would go

if my dreams came true

Like the water from the mountains

that reaches the sea'

we will be together forever.

I know that we'll be.

And If I never say those

words you need me to say,

I will show you what they mean

day after day.

So stop all of those cries

and leave those past good-byes

chorus

So if wishes were dreams

and dreams came true

I would dream of

all the things we could do

I would take you to a place

to start a new.

That is what I would do

if dreams came true.

And everynight I dreamthat I wake by your side

and everyday I wake, I know I will be dreaming that night.

I like ANOTHER QUIET NIGHT my self but would also add in () this

SONG TITLE

Another quiet night (the demon)

the title gives the satirical affect. With the subject matter it fits. I am a lyricist as well and those are well written lines, would love to hear music put to it.

I wrote that after a break up and had a hard time moving on.

HOME WITHIN

A look in the eye, an ocean of forever.

Blue is the day as I am a believer

Whims of the mind, a door into never

Rainbows in the mist that I will remember

Water in my palm a claim to fame

an eagles wings through clouds of blame

a stairway to right to Heaven through shame

My image in the mirror, whats my name.

Safe passage, a canyon of thought

a promise of lucidity, I was caught

A change in reality, myself I have fought

Suspended in the in-between, my life I have bought

Echos and dreams changing with time

what is it to be? what is mine?

Stars so bright they never rhyme

distant memories are nothing but a crime.

Sentimental memories, flowers in the sky

A river of love, all I do is cry

A smell of perfume, forget, I try

four walls, a home, good-bye

Looking At Myself

My bare feet walk on the grass:

Stepping on stones, I hope the pain will pass.

Creeping up to my bed,

I stare at me while I sleep.

I reach down and touch my forehead,

it feels so cold, I begin to weep.

Passing by a mirror,

I stop and look at me.

I stare in fear,

wondering who it is looking back at me.

I notice the mirror image leave

and my soul has lost its sleeve.

The sound of a gunshot fills my ears,

I pull my hands up to cover the noise.

I see the blood bleed from my heart,

dripping to the ground with an echo.

I fall to the ground and clutch my heart

but is has been chained from the start.

I cry out to me as I try to take my life.

Not getting through, I now see me die.

I reach for my hand but it slips by.

I watch myself hit the floor,

my eyes begin to close.

Where i'm going, nobody knows.

I watch my soul get ripped from my heart,

the barbed wired around it is now my home.

I try to break free,

the wire digs into me.

So confined, cannot get out.

This pain is too much to bare.

I watch the preacher say a prayer

as he raises his hands to the sky.

He says "Lord as you take this child"

I turn and look at the ground,

I see a coffin under a shady tree.

I move closer to see, I begin to cry

when I see it is me.

So empty is my spirit

as I watch it fly in confusion.

Not knowing whether to up or down.

Crying it falls to the ground.

I run to help me face my fear,

by the time I reach me, I disappear.

Now I see me in the grave,

the dirt begins to fill the hole.

I try to get out but I am not that strong.

The light I saw has now turned black.

I have watched myself die,

I am never coming back.

I love my wife.. Thanks for that.

Please feel free to respond people..

LEGENDS OF ME

Legends come and go

Dreams go untrue

memories fade with

wishes I alone only knew

Pictures of yesterday

go unclaimed, I am so shy

they must be reclaimed

before life passes me by

The roll of the dice,

I stop on a dime.

The luck of the draw

not enough time.

Winds of change

never change for me

my sails are up

my ship is empty

Life can change in a minute

rearranging all I know

all the world is a stage

and I am in the show

Sometimes you will see me crying

because I cannot remember my lines

and while the audience laughs

Im center stage while the lights shine

colors shape the day

black and white by night

The winds caress the earth

with no end in sight

Alone in the dark

surrounded by the world

could it be that I am left here

a lonely flower wilted and curled

Sometimes I ask myself questions

the answers, time has yet to reveal

I dont understand why

So let me tell you how I feel

Lonely and cold

a single leaf on a dying tree

now the dreams I have

are dreams I will never see.