Blue Skittles Posted March 30, 2007 Share Posted March 30, 2007 Boy do I ever feel STUPID right now. So I talked aboutt his guy before. Story in a nutshell we started dating but still seeing other people, he started off all sweet-talking and then stops all of that, then disappears for a few days. Well, I was just in the process of letting him go, went out on another date, then i get a phonecall from him saying "I'm sorry I haven't called you, I want you to come see me on your way up. I've just been mixed up about my feelings and now I know I want to see you" So I said, ok, I would stop in for a few hours, and that was all I could do, he was a bit disappoitned on that but still said to come see him. So I did. Well he treated me so nice and a few hours turned into 2 days. We had a good time but I was getting sick and well he went to all ends to "take care of me". He seemed genuinely worried. He didn't want me to go. He said he didn't want me to drive on the highway the way i was feeling. I was gonna go anyways but he said to stay there and let him take care of me. I didn't sleep with him, didn't even sleep in his bed, and that turned into a bit of an argument at one point. Not really an argument but he was trying to convince me to sleep with him. I was unconvinced. The next day I said I had to go even though i was feeling really sick I had to go see my family. He was nice about it and asked me to stop in on his way back. OHHHHh and while i was there we were watching a movie together and this girl called, and i asked him who it was and he asid "that was some girl, i'll be honest with you, shes another girl i met on the internet and she really likes me but I told her about you and that I want to see you" OK so on my way back i stopped in to see him again and he told me he was feeling really confused and that he wanted to stay with me but he really needed to go meet this other girl because his feelings were so mixed up and he wanted to know. I told him straight out he could go do what he wanted, go meet this girl, but i'm not going to stick around and wait for him. Well he nearly started crying. THen I put on my jacket and said I was going back, and he said "can i still talk to you?" and i said "you know what? You call me, when you make a decision, and not until then". i was on my way out the door and he says "don't i get a hug?" with these big puppy dog eyes and well i gave him a hug and he held me tight in his arms for 5 minutes and said he didn't want this to happen. And then I left. Thats my story. I don't know why i am not goood enough. My own parents won't even talk to me. They haven't talked to me in 3 months. Now it seems this is one story after another with guys. I hate to complain so much i have a lot going for me a new car, and a good job, and great holidays, and super supportive friends, and i've even lost 20 pounds since christmas. I feel good about myself. I just seem to keep getting burnt by guys. Link to comment
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