confused25 Posted March 28, 2007 Share Posted March 28, 2007 My ex first broke up with me late of last year but we kept in touch on and off for another couple of months before I officially ended things. I havent seen him or spoken to him for about two months now. I've been doing all the right things . . . keeping myself busy, going on strickt NC, surround myself with friends, etc, BUT . . . I am still have a lot of difficulty dealing with the breakup. Anyways, long story short . . . I went to a friend's wedding over the weekend, got pretty drunk (open bars are evil btw) and I'm not sure how exactly it happened, or what triggered it, all of a sudden I started bawling my eyes out at the wedding. Well only a handful of my closest friends knew why I was crying, but most of the people there were just like, ok, what's going on? is she ok? Anyways, my friends recapped the night for me the next day and I was soooo embarrassed! I just wanted to dig a hole, crawl into it and die!!! I was told that while I was crying, I was also mumbling that I would never be able to find someone and blah blah blah I feel so stupid right now. I don't even know why I'm writing this on here, but I guess I am just looking for some comfort . . . *sigh* Link to comment
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