ILoveMyself Posted March 28, 2007 Share Posted March 28, 2007 my girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me 2 months ago, needless to explain anything what happened to me after that because if you are here you already know all the pains. I was without food for 6-8 days.I cried,begged,did everything I could to get her back.I felt abbandoned,neglected and what not. for atleast 1 month the first thought that came to my mind when i woke up every morning was her, I started every single day of mine crying in the bed. Anyways things were pretty bad as hell until I started NC In beginning I picked her phone once or twice after she gave me like 8 to 10missed call spontaniously.Since I still care about her I picked up her phone only to find out that she needs ride or she wants to know about class exams and stuff which we have together. I realized that this is doing no good to me so I decided the complete NC. Since last 1 month I have completely shut down all contacts and dont even look at her when we are in class.But couldnt stop myself thinking about her. I started working out, and eating good and I feel the most confident ever I was told by a friend that she started a LDR after brakup. The only confusion right now I have is she keeps calling me almost evryday even when I dont entertain her calls.She now call me hiding her number. I know its her and dont pick up the phone, She never leaves a voice mail and even if she does She would just say " I have to ask you something, please call when you get time." What should I do??? I am a little confused, I am at a point where I feel that I dont want to get back with her at all. I know I am wrong to think that but I have a feeling that if I continue NC, this may lead her to start hating me and thinking of me as a jerk and bad person Am I thinking too much I want you guys to throw some light on this matter. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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