Landonn Posted March 20, 2007 Share Posted March 20, 2007 Sorry in advance if this is long. It's been 11 months, lately my g/f has been acting really weird, and on st. patty's day, she brings up that she wants to go on a break. Me being hammered, a good conversation never arose, so we talked sunday. I convinced her that I didn't want a break, due to the loose-ness of the whole term "break". I hate breaks. Ever since that, I couldn't stop thinking about what she wanted, and I really honestly want her to be happy, so I told her that If she wanted a break, then thats what we'll do (Hardest decision of my life I wouldn't doubt it). Last night, we talked, and agreed on a break. With grad around the corner, we agreed that whatever happens, we both still go to grad together. She says that she doesn't want a break to hook up with other guys, she would never do that to me. But she hasn't really ever had a long-term relationship before. She doesn't know if she wants the whole calling, walking to class, hanging out all the time routine, and she's not sure how long that this break will last, but she just needs some time to herself. No calling, no nothing, barely even talk. Today was the most awkward/sad day of my life. It's not just like i'm taking a break with my girlfriend, I'm taking a break with my best friend too. Common conversation is all that I got today, no body languge, just the odd smile, and "hey, hows it goin, whats up?" sorta stuff. Hurts so much. I dont know how long I'm going to be able to take this. From past experience from you guys, can you help me cope with this? I dont know what to do, All I want is her back in my arms as soon as possible. I've never felt like this before, my stomache literally hurts because its almost as if I'm not allowed to even say "Hey... you look really good today". Help me out please guys, I'm lost and alone here. And sorry for this being so long. Link to comment
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