dreamflyer Posted March 19, 2007 Share Posted March 19, 2007 i'll give you a general rundown of where i'm at. in the weekend, i had a camp thing for search and rescue (a training exercise). I ended being paired up with someone (for conversation sake we will call "K") who i've liked for a couple of years, who also happens to be a very good friend of mine, the sister of my ex (who also happens to be a very close friend, and will call "C"). C knew i like BOTH of them. during the course of the weekend, K and i 'hooked up' if you like. During the weeks leading up to this exercise, K and I got pretty close, and i was during the course of our time together in the weekend going to tell her how I felt, but certain things (i thought) ended up talking for me I talked to K about what happened, and where this left us, and she told me that 1, it was too soon after her previous relationship 2, i would end up liking her more than she liked me 3, she's had number 2 happen in the last one, and she doesn't want to hurt me or go through that again. C, her sister, who i talked to about this said that K was just toying with me during the nights, and also said that K was denying anything at all happened in the bush (bearing in mind these 2 tell each other EVERYTHING) I was crushed, I was crushed not long ago when my dream girl had to leave me to move to uni (who i still cry over most days), and i was crushed by C only 12 months ago. I've been shot down way too much, and i'm sick of being hurt, and coming off 2nd best all the time. i HATE being alone, and because of that, i fall for people HARD and FAST. please please don't tell me ' your young and have lots of time, things will work out' stuff, i've herd it all before. if anyone understands, then please help me. i'm so lost, confused and hurt right now, not to mention still trying to get over someone that only lasted 3 months, and 4 months later still cryin about. arh what am i on about, i don't think this has helped at all...but if you reply, thanks. Link to comment
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