Armyguy3682003 Posted March 18, 2007 Share Posted March 18, 2007 Well, I went to a party last night with a very good friend. She considers us to best friends. Well, she brought along her boyfriend and was kissing him, etc. Well, it was hard for me becasue I realize I still love her and have feelings, but I need to let go of them if I want to keep her in my life. We talked and she finally told me after about 10 months later that the reason we didnt work out is becasue when she told me she was falling in love with me, I didnt react the way she wanted me to, that I didnt show I cared. So I told her that I loved her and still care for her very much. She said she didnt know that. She was feeling depressed and started to cry. So I tried to help her through it. She didnt like the fact that her new boyfriend doesnt get jealous over her, a sign he might not care and she has to go home in 3 months. She says she loves him, but I think its way too early for her to say that. She said that I didnt like him and why? I told her its not that, its hard to see them together when I have never let go of my feelings. Well after last night, I realize that I have to let them go and move on. I tried to meet other woman, but I dont have any luck, like she does with men, she is very beautiful and her big breasts attract other men (yes, I said it) beside being a little overweight. I love her for her personality and beauty, she is so beutiful (eyes!!). So anyways, I said I dont want to loose her and we can be best of friends, I just have to be a friend and through away my feelings. Yes, I know its hard, but I have always enjoyed being there for her and talking. I feel I am partly at fault for screwing things up last night. I was cold to her new boyfriend, I guess I was acting like a jerk. We had fun dancing together, etc before we talked. So, what should I do? I want to send over some flowers to say that I dont want to loose her as a FRIEND, yes a friend. I know, Im always the one that feels guilty when it wasnt all my fault. I hate hurting people and felt that I kind of hurt her last night and hurt her 10 months ago. I never meant to hurt her, that is not me at all. So, I want to send over some flowers in two days, just as a way of saying, Are we still good friends? Any comments? Link to comment
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