deelove2010 Posted March 18, 2007 Share Posted March 18, 2007 my gf broke up with me 11mths ago, she told me she like to stay friends but I just took that with a pinch of salt! She told me the reason she didn't want to be together was because her emotions had swicthed off cos we had been arguing quite a bit towards the end of our relanstionship. I feel and know she is seeing someone else maybe her sisters boyfriends brother who had the hots for her while we were together and he told her he liked her before we got together and he thinks his some rock star playing in a band that plays in silly little bars and the only fans they have are his friends and at the age of 28yrs old he still dosen't realise that he should really start looking for another career because the music they play is ! Anyway I was laying awake last night just couldn't sleep just thinking about my ex constantly thinking up things in my own head with her sleeping with this guy all the usual crazy , then I thought enough is enough I'm going to put an end to this feeling of being angry so I got the present she got me for xmas a nice exspensive watch and I smashed it to bits, then I got the homemade card she made me for my birthday rip that into pieces cos its words that don't mean anything no more and grab all our pictures and rip them up to and just threw them in the bin! after doing this I felt really at ease I felt good, I felt alive! I than realised that it is really and truly OVER there NO WAY she is COMING back, I just don't want to live my life HOPING! For anyone out there living in HOPE feeling ANGRY and LET down by your EX it's really time to let go, there not going to COME BACK! My closure was smashing the watch she got me to bits and ripping up photo's and cards because I just don't want to be living my life in the past NO MORE!!!! She has MOVED on so that's what I'm going to do is MOVE on!!! I know it may seem chidish smashing up her present and ripping up photo's etc but I just had so much anger and questions to why she just left I was living everyday with wanting an answer laying awake at night hoping she would email or call but I just had to WAKE up and SMELL the coffee and doing this did cos I didn't feel guilty or sad cos I threw away my memorys of her in the bin! Anyone ex GF who has gone into NC from the start of the breakup who hasn't spoken to you at all, that is a sure sign that it is TRULY over so for your own sanity and health its time for you to realise its OVER!!! for me now I know that my EX will never be coming back and for once I don't feel SAD I just feel sorry that it just ENDED!!! Link to comment
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