mintblossom Posted March 17, 2007 Share Posted March 17, 2007 i am starting to not like my younger sister very much. and i am starting not to want good things to happen for her. (well i mean, i don't want bad things to happen for her, but not particularly good things either). i feel like if good things happen for her, she will just rub it in my face. she's not very warm, friendly, or nice to me. i try for us to be sisters or sisterly, but she treats me like crap. i don't like the way she treats me. she'll ignore me or tell me to get out of her room or to not use it like her living room, and she has all these complaints about me, all these rules what i can and can't do around her, and it's all according to her whim. if she's in a decent mood, she is nice enough, but if she doesn't want to put up with you, she'll just ignore you, silent treatment, goes silent, scold....etc. i mean......i wanted a real sister. someone nice, fun, warm. she can be just so cold. she never tells me anything. she never really has a conversation with me about anything deep. she says she has too many issues with me, BUT she won't tell me what they are. so it's not like i can do anything about it....it all makes me so uncomfortable. growing up i went through a lot of problems....as the first born, i was bullied, had no friends, so awkward in high school. so i was ALWAYS struggling through issues at school and i never had anyone to talk to about them. she didn't go through what i had to - she didnt get bullied long-term, she made good friends, she blossomed, grew etc. i feel she looks down on me for it like "look at all this crap YOU did to YOURSELF." she doesn't care or understand that i wasn't in control of a lot of situations even though i wanted to be. i couldn't control how other people treated me or the circumstances around me.....and i couldn't control the depression that i started to feel. anyways, i feel like i have no sister. at least not the warm, fuzzy kind i wanted. i said to her "some people don't even talk to their sisters" and she was like "we could get to that point." i was thinking.....that is such a mean thing to say. i don't want to take anymore of her crap. usually i just put up with it, turn the other cheek, kind of live with it, listen to all her comments about how immature, stupid, irresponsible, or whatever about me. but im just SICK of it. im sick of her lectures about how awful i am. i think she's cold and arrogant and she doesn't understand emotions or feelings or pretends not to. i don't think i like who she is anymore. she wasn't like this before. but she seems to have blossomed into a person i don't really know and don't really like. she doesn't treat her friends this way. Link to comment
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