breadproduct Posted March 14, 2007 Share Posted March 14, 2007 I left my girlfriend who I had been living with for 5 years about 6 months ago. I left her becuase I kept seeing my unhappily married partents in us. She didn't seem to share my values, I often felt like a restless "housewife." We had hit lesbian bed-death too. She was also unwilling to marry me, though we had purchased a house together. Her family is homophobic and she didn't want to deal with that. I also realized that I had feelings for someone else (a man) and wanted to pursue that. I left our home, she took everything. The dogs, furniture, the friends, we sold the house. Nearly 6 months later, I am having difficuly moving on. I can't stop grieving over everything I've lost. She hates me to no end, I miss her and still love her so much. She is with someone else now, I am with someone else now. I am pushing forward with my life, but I can't stop thinking that I made a horrible mistake. Everything I was so sure of when I left feels different. Now someone else is in love with me, which I feel too at times, but the guilt over my ex is shadowing anything else in my life. I'm trying not to think about her, at least not everyday, but this breakup is still the largest part of my life. Advice? Friendly ear? Link to comment
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