mintblossom Posted March 14, 2007 Share Posted March 14, 2007 this upsets me. my life isn't a success. to me. i mean.....i've gotten bullied. miss being a child. went through the awkward teenage years very very awkwardly. went through depression. abuse. ended up pretty much friendless. not super pretty, not ugly. not super smart but not stupid. just a high school degree, no undergrad one yet. haven't accomplished anything. gained like 15 lbs since last year. met abusive men. sigh. have a run of the mill job. dont dress that well. bleh. dont have that many great memories. not as bad off as some, not as well off as others. what is success? i feel like i can't get it together where it's in school, work, relationships, etc...........................help. don't know what to do. i just can't get it together. i don't know how to get to where i want to be. or if i can even do. is it normal to doubt so much? wah. Link to comment
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