CynicalGuitarist Posted March 13, 2007 Share Posted March 13, 2007 Today was such a crappy day. I'm doing so horribly in school. I wish I could be smart and orderly like the rest of them, but I guess when god was hardwiring my left and right brains, he was thinking about the time satan created atheism. I failed a test in Vietnamese, and failed my Constitution test in political science. I'm tired of flunking all the time. It makes me feel like I'm extremely stupid (which I am). It's way too late to withdraw and take new classes; and if I withdraw now, my mom will get extremely mad at me. Why can't I just be stable and happy like I'm supposed to be like everyone else? Why was I put in this pitiful excuse as a human being just to be tortured like Verne playin monkey in the middle with Magic Johnson and Michael Jordan? I just slammed the door into my head several times because I'm stupid, and choked myself with my belt (but stopped when I realized I'm too cowardly to end it all.) All I'm good for is a stupid guitar, and I can't even do that right. Not only that, but I've been trying really hard to get a job... I can't even land a lousy interview. And no, it's not because of my "attitude" or whatever, it's because all places care about is job experience. So I'm screwed for the rest of my life. I hate it! Crap. I want to die. And yes. I know how much worse others have it. That just makes me more depressed. Link to comment
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