Xandero Posted March 12, 2007 Share Posted March 12, 2007 Hi, I'm new here, just found it through google. Maybe you kind people can help me. So, I'm a pretty lonely person. Im seventeen years old and a senior in high school. I'm graduating in approximately six weeks. For a very long time, I've had this huge crush on this girl, Emily, who is a year behind me, a junior. The problem is that I am really really shy. I lack confidence in myself. Everyday I tell myself, "Just go up to her and ask her out," but I've never been able to do it. I think I'm afraid of rejection and getting hurt. The only thing resembling a relationship I ever had ended before it began, not to mention the fact that I was the kid that always got picked on in elementary school, and those self esteem issues never went away, even though that ridicule is all but gone. And it' not like I don't know her, she's not exactly a close friend, but we're smi-familiar with each other. We were in the school play together, we're both on the quizbowl team, etc. But now I'm worried that I waited too long, and even if I don't get rejected and we start dating, I'm afraid that we'll just grow apart, especially if she goes to college somewhere else. So yeah, I don't even know if there's a question in there, but I'm looking for some kind of support, my friends aren't exactly the most sympathetic people in the world. But I had to get that out to someone. Link to comment
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