Gracelove Posted March 4, 2007 Share Posted March 4, 2007 So I'm sleeping in my bed. And I hear all of this knocking on my door. It gets louder and louder. I already know it's my mom, I make the mistake of getting up and opening the door. She says something like, "we have an hour, we can make it to the 9:00". I realize that she's talking about going to chruch. I was pretty sure I told her the night before that I wasn't going but I could be mistaken. Anyways I tell her I'm not going, she tells me I am. I go to get back in the bed, she takes all of the covers off of the bed. And then she starts following all over the house pulls on my night gown. I told her that she's acting really immature, not respecting my boundaries, and that she wouldn't be treating anyone else this way but she didn't care. And it's just so frustrating because it's like everytime I get happy about life, and make improvements I have to deal with crap like this. I mean, no means no. She's so used to being controlling though. Following me all over the house and pulling on my clothes is just ridiculous. Now I'm crying. Isn't that great. My eyes are filled with tears. I had so sit and listen to my parents talking about crap for about 30min. They just don't respect my space at all. It's extremely frustrating. It's amazing I'm not an alcoholic living in this house. Now I'm stressed. So stressed . It's like they're so insensitive. Just because I stopped taking my medicine, it doesn't mean that I miraculously (sp?) no longer have depression or post traumatic stress disorder. I still have to manage the whole stress thing because if I get too stressed I start having all of the symptoms again. And the symtoms are horrible. And whenever we have talks they strongly imply that things were good before I came to live with them. What am I suppose to say to that? I don't know what to say. It's not like I'm dying to live with them. I would have left so long ago if I had the money. I live in on of the most expensive places in California, and unfortunately I can't afford to live anywhere else right now. I don't know, maybe I should just move back to Alabama for a while. But the last time I was there I felt kind of depressed. What do you guys think I should do????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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