Why?

[PrincessDiana]

Tonight.....too many reminders of you....Why God I ask....Why must I constantly be reminded of someone that does not want or love me? Why must the torture continue? Steve Winwood, Higher Love playing.....Olivia Newton John (his favorite) poster in the restaurant, a Roadmaster on the road, ......why must the torment continue? Why God....what did I do to deserve this pain when all I did was give pure and genuine love from the depths of my heart and soul....................EVerywhere I go are constant reminders of him......will the pain ever end? Will I ever be whole again? I can't escape...is the same for him? Does he ever think of me and the most wonderful times we spent together...........

[Wandering_Sword]

Tonight.....too many reminders of you....Why God I ask....Why must I constantly be reminded of someone that does not want or love me? Why must the torture continue? Steve Winwood, Higher Love playing.....Olivia Newton John (his favorite) poster in the restaurant, a Roadmaster on the road, ......why must the torment continue? Why God....what did I do to deserve this pain when all I did was give pure and genuine love from the depths of my heart and soul....................EVerywhere I go are constant reminders of him......will the pain ever end? Will I ever be whole again? I can't escape...is the same for him? Does he ever think of me and the most wonderful times we spent together...........

 

Yes, the pain will end. You will be whole again and then some. If he ever loved you, then he would be going through the same misery as you and still think about you.

This is not a permanent thing. In time, you will understand things (you're not doing it now because the heart is doing all the thinking for you) and even look back at this whole situation and wonder why you ever got so devastated by this. You are strong, you only have to believe that and it will come true. I believe you are, but not giving yourself credit for it. Keep strong and good luck, we're here for you if you need us