auroradawn Posted February 22, 2007 Share Posted February 22, 2007 I do not consider myself a bad person. but what i did to my boyfriend was terrible. i went behind his back, and met a guy over facebook (through a mutual friend). it started out very innocent..talking as friends. until one day the new guy asked me to email him..so i did (just a friend email). he replied with an email saying how amazing i was, and how lucky he was to have met me, and blah blah blah. i guess i liked the attention he gave me, and i guess you could say we ‘hit it off.’ it wasnt long before he asked me if he could call me. i didnt see why not…so i said sure. we ended up talking on the phone for long periods of time…developing innappropriate inside jokes..jokes that we would write about over facebook messeges. i dont know why i did this – i love my boyfriend so much! so much it scares me. anyways..i guess he isnt really my ‘boyfriend’ anymore..he went into my facebook account and read the messages. he broke up with me immediately..(all of the talking and facebook msg’s happened over the course of about 2 weeks, btw). since then he has given me the oppotunity to earn his trust back, because, understandably he does not trust me anymore. i am so ashamed and embarrassed of what happened and i would do anything to take it back. but i cant, so now i need to focus on proving to him that i can be trusted, and i will do anything to accomplish this. i dont know if any of you have been in the same situation? any suggestions? so far i have called the ‘new guy’ (with my bf on the same line), telling him i never want to talk to him again, and reasons why i dont like him, and why i dont want to be with him. i have also blocked and deleted him off of my msn account, and removed him as a friend on facebook. i just want to forget about him…what happened was so out of my character and it hurts me so much to realize how bad i hurt the person i love the most. i never thought i could do something like that. I would appreciate any help... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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