Caterina Posted February 20, 2007 Share Posted February 20, 2007 Does anyone have a life as ridiculous as mine? Its a rhetorical question, but let me tell you about my experiences. Every time I've dated someone its a reminder as to how hopeless my situation is since reality and what I dream of are two completely contrasting things. I've gone out with a lot of guys and I haven't ever gotten past the point of ever seeing anything. It might be because I'd NEVER date if I didn't date someone that I wasn't excited about. I'll see a goodlooking guy around once in a blue moon. So its already hard to even see one. Then, even lower of a chance, he looks at me and smiles. But then he never comes over. I never get what I want. Maybe I'm pouting but it all seems to be a joke. The only passion I've seen was from lustful guys who claimed to be "in love" with me when they didn't understand me or much less even know much about who I am. It was such a joke because they were imitating what I want from someone that I would feel mutually that way about. Every guy I've dated brought more dissatisfaction then I ever had while alone. Yet, I long to find someone to love. I've only truly liked two men. One never reciprocated and the other turned out to be a jerk. I never meet anyone and even when I do its very hard to even make a connection. Much less all the other factors to consider! Quote Link to comment
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