distroyed one Posted February 15, 2007 Share Posted February 15, 2007 I'm really desperate, it's not just that I think this pain will never end, it is knowing that I'm becoming terrible person.. Yesterday I've hated everyone that is in love, argued with my friends that wanted to wish me happy Valentine.. It was almost like an insult to me because after being dumped and in hell since august I cannot stand sentences that have word "love" in it.. I've become so jealous at other people that have someone in their life.. Turn my head away when I see a couple on the street.. This situation made me so bitter that I don't even recognize myself.. I've spend all day yesterday thinking where he is, crying because he is with someone else.. Secretly I hoped that all past few months are bad dream and that I will wake up and he will be here by my side.. Just going insane.. I wish I have some kind of amnesia.. With all of these memories it is imposible to live normal way.. Quote Link to comment
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