ebsmith1 Posted February 14, 2007 Share Posted February 14, 2007 OK so I haven't been here in a while and a lot has changed. Every day I told myself that my ex was not coming back and that I would never hear from him again and I just needed to get over it. I heard a rumor that he was looking for a house with his new girlfriend and was devastated all over again. So I called my mom and she told me to change my thinking, so I just thought to myself, I will hear from him again, we will be together again. The next day he e-mailed me. We exchanged e-mails a few times and each time he seemed to be fishing to see how I feel. Finally, I made it fairly clear and got this... Thanks. I don't think they make words to describe how much that means to me. I think of you all the time. I have learned some things in the past few months, but not how to correct them yet. I just hope that if I can ever get it together that you're still around. I hope the past couple e-mails have not been out of line. I also hope that you know that my heart and body are not always in the same place. Before I start to cry, I'm just going to say thanks again and that I appreciate knowing that there's someone out there that still cares very much about me and knows what's really running through my head. Then yesterday he called me at work. The conversation was casual and about nothing really. Later that day I had a dozen red roses show up at work with a blank card. I did some detective work and made sure they were from him. I e-mailed him and thanked him for them. I also called but he didn't answer. I got this response in e-mail and he called. It's okay that you called. I knew you would know they were from me. There was no need to sign the card, especially since I couldn't get over there in person. Glad you like them. I just wanted to make sure that you knew I still love you. I'm trying to play it cool! I think he's still with this other girl. I know that everyone thinks I'm nuts for still loving this guy, but I really think he left me because he freaked out about getting married. I'm also now a firm believer in thinking positive about what you want. As soon as I changed my thinking, he contacted me. I guess I'm not really looking for advice, I know what I want him to do if he comes back. I just wanted to share what has happened. Quote Link to comment
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