Happy V Day - Two nights of LC and my heart is breaking

[samross]

Well, I went to practice Monday night and everthing went great. She talked to me like old times, and she even went out of her way to hug me. I felt great.

 

The next night she was a little aloof, and even the drummer asked her 'are you ok? You seem a little bummed out'. She said she was ok and seemed to come out of it later. I tried to act ok and did until I saw her share her water bottle with my best friend. It was innocent but of course it hurt because she offered it to him and not me. So down the slide I started to go. Everyone was in good spirits but I felt like I was starting to draw a curtain around me. When we left to go home I said goodbye to her and she started to take a step towards me but then stopped so we didn't hug. She passed me on the way home and honked but I still felt like crap.

 

Ladies: It seemed like she was pulling herself back because maybe she let her guard down a bit the night before? What do you all think?

[samross]

OK, I'll answer myself. It's Valentines Day, and you're depressed, samross. Everything seems wrong with the world because she's not there and you can't change that. All of the TV commercials about love never show the dark side of relationships, everyone is always happy and in love. Except you, samross.

You're in love but you're unhappy.

 

So, samross, maybe you should just hang in there and tell yourself that it will get better. Lord willing the sun will come up again tomorrow and tomorrow will be another chance to live and love again no matter who it is with. Pain is a personal thing and each of us look for something to ease that but sometimes you just gotta tough it out...

[darkpumpkin]

Two things. One she may have realized she sent you the wrong impression and needed to back off because she didn't want you to read more into it then you were. Two she maybe confused about what she feels.

[darkpumpkin]

Hear hear! samross. The sun alway comes up (unless it's cloudy but then you just can't see it). It may be valentines day but your still alive and breathing and have wonderful things in your life to love! I commend you on your repsonse.