midgetporn Posted February 13, 2007 Share Posted February 13, 2007 I have came to relize that I will never be able to be a happy person. I also have come to relize that my dreams are a fantasy and there is no mericale for me. I have lost my family the only thing in this world that has made me happy. My fiancee has decided that she no longer wanted to be with me. She hasnt called me or let me see my son. If she does call she only calls to tell me how mad she is at me. I dont even know what I did wrong. She is also mad at me for calling the police when I saw her endanger my son by smoking pot with him right at her feet. She assumes I did that out of anger, but I have always wanted what was best for my family. Now she is sleeping with my ex-room mate who is nothing but a pot head and uses girls only for sex. I dont know what she wants me to be, I cant be somthing im not. I just want her to achieve her goals in life, she does have great ones. The only advice I get is im too good for her, and I would do much better without her. In my heart I know having a loving, and caring family is all I wanted. I want nothing more than to have it back, and I will only be miserable until I get my family back in my heart. Quote Link to comment
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