First Time post

[Brill]

Today is my first post. I discovered this site 3 days ago and as God as my witness I wish I had 11 months ago I just wanted to thank all of you for your lifes experience posts and support you show others. I will tell you all my story when I can sit for several hours to get through the 17 years of this relationship has spanned and the 11 months since its last break up

 

Blessings

 

Brian

[AwdreeHpburn]

Hey Brian - Brill -

 

Thanks for posting!! I am personally looking forward to hearing your story. I bet you have loads of insight as well!

 

WELCOME TO ENA!!!

[Shaker]

Brian,

 

Welcome! If writing it all down at once is too difficult or seems large, remember you can always start with a few small thoughts.

 

Cheers.

[i2oadi2unnei2]

Brian/Brill

 

Welcome to ENA! Hope all is well with you. Sounds like you are still grieving after 11mos of a 17yr relationship. Let it all out here, vent here, comment here because we're here for you.

 

Keep that chin up

 

i2

[Pisces_Princess]

Hi Brian,

 

Welcome...x

[Brill]

Well not 17 years straight thru. 2 years the first time 3 months the second 3 years 3 months the third. Final ending was March 7th 2006 well so far anyway but let me tell you it's a sordid story and I'm not always a good guy in it

[gfein347]

...and I'm not always a good guy in it

 

Hey, nobody's perfect. I look forward to hearing your story too.

 

Welcome to ENA, and stick around!

[Brill]

Thanks for all of the support thus far I have started typing my story and gleen most of the pertinant info. I hope to finish it by tomorrow. LOL feels like I'm writing a book..

 

I know that we are all here for various reasons and to answer to ourselves in different ways.

 

I, if it all possible want to find a way to reconcile with Rachel someday, unfortunantly I have been so blinded by so many things as of late that I feel so blessed to find you all here. Not that I needed more clarity. But Support and direction are so important when you feel helpless.

 

Blessings

 

Bri

[dgtx]

Brill, I dated a woman in 1986 for 3 months and then again in 2003 for 6 months. Both breakups were very difficult because the time elapsed made me think it would work the 2nd time. Plus I had been wondering about her all those years. When we got together again, I thought that it would be different. I was really devastated by the 2nd breakup. I still can't imagine what you've been through, however.

[Brill]

Thanks DQTX I have begun writing a brief (as possible) history of what happened , No worries somedy we will be together again.. I, however needed this time to grow, heal and learn some things that it seems everyone else already knew..=O)

 

Bri