olena Posted February 7, 2007 Share Posted February 7, 2007 Today it was chris; birthday. I called him at lunch time to wish him happy birthday and he said he would call me back in the evening to go out for dinner...He came to pick me up straight from work. We had dinner and at first we talked about the new house that he is buying. Then we talked about us. He told me that when I left the house last week he started crying because I had left. because he did not know where I was and because he was regretting arguing and hurting me for the last year...then he said to me that he loved me, and that he knew that in the long run he wanted to be with me and marry me...he said that he needed time to sort him self, out and that nobody could compare to me, as he knows that nobody would stay with him all of those years when he was having so many problems... I told him that I fel numbed and that I can not be upset anymore...it has nothing to do with whether I love him or not, but rather with the fact that in the last year, I have been so deeply hurt and upset that I can not feel anymore...He was upset as he perceived it as if I am beginning to stop loving him... He dropped me back home and I said to him that I am not going to contact him any more, and that it's up to him to sort himself out...He mentioned to me that he told his mum that we are staying apart for a while, and she commented that it's his choice...All of his friends told him that he should come back begging me to take him back...I aksed him what he thought...and he said that his heart told him that he should be with me, but his mind told him that he should 'find himself' first if we are to have a real chance together... Is it normal to feel so numbed and still love someone? Olena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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