HDD Posted February 5, 2007 Share Posted February 5, 2007 so i am having one of those days where you keep thinking about your ex and the wonderful times you shared together. I guess i miss him a lot today, more than normal and its probably because i saw an amazing dream last night, where we were making out and all that ... and i woke up crying cause i miss him so much! I miss being cuddled and touched and kissed, and it just sucks that I have to do it with someone else someday and NOT him! I am sure guys have dreams like that and does it hurt as much as it does when girls dream about it? and what do you do when that happens, do you go out and try and hook up with someone just to fulfill the need! After seeing that dream, i had all these weird thoughts in my head about him meeting a girl, and actually moving on! I know that will happen someday, but i dont think I can handle something like that right now. I am not that strong. I have tried to be strong for so many weeks and I just feel hopeless and alone about my future. i am keeping myself busy... will go swimming soon and I am going to Hawaii with my sister in two weeks!! that should be fun. But, these are all things i am doing to keep myself busy, preoccupied, and the chance to look forward to something. When will this pain end and why do I feel so scared about my future! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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