sasha_faye Posted January 30, 2007 Share Posted January 30, 2007 My ex, who I dated for almost two years, lied to me about his cocaine use. He lied to me about how many people he was with before me. Now he's sleeping with and dating my best friend. It's only been two months since we broke up. Even though I've refrained from contacting him, reading his blogs, and going to social networking sites, I still get to hear about "how much better" he is doing via her. So I've had to cut her out of my life, and when I do that, she says "Why do you make me feel like I have to chose between you and him?" Not only do I not have my boyfriend anymore, I've lost my confidant. I've posted this before, but the pain isn't getting better, no matter what I do to get my mind off things. I'm in the middle of changing therapists (the one I have now doesn't believe in NC) so I won't be able to get in for an appointment until the end of next week. I feel hurt and betrayed by both my ex and my best friend. I even have dreams that my sorority sisters decide they like my ex more than they like me. It just feels like everyone is a liar. I'm so very, very depressed. Quote Link to comment
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