Update On Me:(

[kickedin]

so after the weekend of emails texts yadda yadda i am feeling better although her lasts texts are eating at me saying that she didnt trust or i didnt care. .....blah blah blah.....i miss her like crazy thoughts of her maybe with some guy are killing me but i guess thats why it is a break up.....i did so much for her

 

 

i am wondering what christmas eve and day will bring.....

[dierberg]

Hang in there! You have to focus on you and what you can control. The thoughts about her being with somene else are only temporary. Trust me, it gets easier each day!

[Benson]

Yeah, there's no pain, like this pain. I rather be tortured physically. However its only natural to feel this way, for awhile. I cant see myself trusting a female for a very long time and I didnt even get cheated on. This will too, soon pass.... Hang in there. I did so much for my ex too bro.... Her first boyfriend and everything. Just think about you now.. (im preaching it but im barely practicing it myself)... There truly are 1000 girls out there that will treat you better, trust you better and love you better than she did.. This is what im holding on to, and this is what you should hold on to as well.

[kickedin]

Yeah, there's no pain, like this pain. I rather be tortured physically. However its only natural to feel this way, for awhile. I cant see myself trusting a female for a very long time and I didnt even get cheated on. This will too, soon pass.... Hang in there. I did so much for my ex too bro.... Her first boyfriend and everything. Just think about you now.. (im preaching it but im barely practicing it myself)... There truly are 1000 girls out there that will treat you better, trust you better and love you better than she did.. This is what im holding on to, and this is what you should hold on to as well.

 

 

i am hurting so bad......my brother is going to ny for christmas...my dad is spending it with his gf and my mom i can only spend so much time with.....she is sick and all my friends have SO's so i am alone....i miss her so much

 

i may just go to the casinos and hang out alone.... they are open plus a friend works there

 

this isnt fair