nicepants Posted October 22, 2006 Share Posted October 22, 2006 Hey guys... was just bouncing around the intarweb and landed here. So, here's my current situation. I've been engaged for over two and a half years now, everything is going pretty well (everyone has their ups and downs, no?) - except for the recurring problem of her talking to her "ex." As a general rule, I try not to talk about past relationships at all when I'm with someone new. It's just a personal preference. When my fiancee and I started going out, she I guess felt the need to let me know all about everyone (well, maybe not everyone) she'd ever been with, etc. So, shortly before our engagement, this guy came back into town that she'd known for a long time. She told me "she didn't know what she was going to do," and obviously I told her she needed to figure that out and get back to me. It still hurts. Long story short - she said she wanted to be with me, and we're together now. Thing is, she still talks to this guy - I'm not sure how often. She says they never were in a relationship, that he was just a player type that used her for sex and that was it... like that's supposed to make me feel better. She didn't tell me how long this went on for, but I think it was from her around sophomore year in high school until he left to join the military sometime after. She said that he just called her and told her he was leaving a few hours before he got on a plane. Her feelings for him were one-way, which only makes me worry all the more. So sometime after she decided that I was the one she wanted, I noticed that she was still getting calls from this guy. She's one of those women who hangs out with guys more than girls, and she still sees her longtime guy friends and occasionally her other ex's, who I've met and have no problem with her hanging out with. But looking at the nature of her "relationship" with this guy, I don't think I'm being crazy not liking her talking to him. She told me he had called her up and told her he was sorry for how he'd treated her, etc. and she just wants to be friends with him. So they talk, I'm not sure how often, and whenever I see his name on the phone I just walk away and bottle it all up - though she knows exactly how I feel. I've never told her she needs to break contact with this guy, though that's how I feel. When we first started going out, I found some poems she wrote about him on her laptop. Longing love poems wondering why he didn't love her the way she loved him. Back when she first had told me about him, I made an offhand negative comment (I honestly don't remember what I said, but I'm sure it was a blanket statement about men who treat women badly) about him and she went off, basically telling me I could say whatever I wanted about any other of her ex's - just not him. Once, she had asked me if I would be okay with her visiting him at his base when she was going to be near the place at a soccer tournament - I said no, and to my knowledge, she didn't... then again, I wasn't at the tournament. So, I'm not sure I'm really looking for advice... maybe I just needed to vent. It just seems like guys that treat women like garbage, use them for what they want and don't give it a second thought get all the second chances in the world, and those of us that try to be nice and do "the right thing" get... well... what I'm getting now. I love her with all my heart, but every time I see his name on her phone I just want to go break both my hands punching a wall somewhere... I usually just take a walk and try not to think about it, which invariably fails. I'm a very easygoing guy, but it always puts me in a horrible place. Sorry about the length of the post and the topic that seems to come up over and over, but if anyone has any input on the issue it would be greatly appreciated. Link to comment
DN Posted October 22, 2006 Share Posted October 22, 2006 Welcome to eNotAlone. This will corrode your marriage unless it is dealt with. It is OK for a partner to have friends of the opposite sex providing they are just friends but the history these two have makes that a different issue. The bottom line is that you should tell her it is causing you distress. If she cares enough about you she will give him up. If she refuses I think you should call off the engagement because marrying her under this cloud would not be wise. Link to comment
brando Posted October 22, 2006 Share Posted October 22, 2006 Well since you cannot stop her from doing what she wants, you are going to have to accept it for wha it is, and decide if you still want to marry this woman. I am not sure if you are too insecure over this one guy, or you have a valid reason for not trusting her. It is a trust issue here. THe more attention you give to this situation, the more ugly it will become. Even if you put your foot down, she can still talk to this guy. If you try to lay down the ultimatium, then she may just walk, which has little to do with how she feels about her, if this guy for whatever reason makes her happy, in the littlest way, she will not want to be put in a place to choose between you and him. The less you show it bothers you the better it is for you. Again it is about accepting this for what it is. The decision is yours. Do you go on with her knowing this guy may be a part of her life, or do you have the talk and possibly end your engagement. ? Tough call. Link to comment
Juliana Posted October 22, 2006 Share Posted October 22, 2006 You can't actually tell someone how to live their life, who to see, what to feel or think. No one can. It's pointless to even try, and I am very surprised that people continuously say something like: "Should I let them see/do such and such" when in fact, they're going to do whatever they want, either in front of you or behind your back. So. Your job, in all this is to first of all realize where this might be headed, and guard your heart a little. And secondly, to protect her, by pointing out what I'm sure she already knows in her heart: That although her feelings for him might be sincere, and she might be capable of a friendship, he is most likely playing her to see if he can get her away from you. He didn't want her before, and the only reason he wants her now is because she has the added attraction of being in a relationship -- the challenge makes her interesting, her unavailability makes her interesting. Tell her that her loyalty is wonderful, but wishful thinking on her part will not change the fact that this man has used her and thrown her feelings away in the past, and he is perfectly capable of doing it again. And then, if she still forbids you to say anything unkind about him, realize where her loyalties lie. Link to comment
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