loobylou Posted October 10, 2006 Share Posted October 10, 2006 hi didnt know where to post this and im feeling stupid and weak....i have had 2 mentle breakdowns in the past and have been hospitalised......i have done ok for the last 4 years.....have a great partner and children that i love.....but i have no siblings.and strong minded friends who just say ''pull yourself together'' when i dont want to pull myslef together i just want to talk to someone and let out how im feeling.......the government doesnt fund my cpn nurse anymore aparently...great news....i really miss her....... i have been part of an online community for the last year and i love it there helping others and having a laugh..... but this week its all gone wrong........i was attacked by a group of *** and have been targetted for their fun...... little do they know how upset i am that i feel i cant face the community i love so much as im not that a confident person....... tonight its just hit me so hard that i have no-one to talk to when im down....and im 40 soon and my children are growing up....i will be left feeling more useless than i feel already as i cannot work....... i sit alone all day just lonely now im not joining my community friends im just sat with tears streaming down my face and needed to get it all out x Link to comment
jilligirl Posted October 11, 2006 Share Posted October 11, 2006 i'm really sorry to hear about your situation. it reminds me of myself when i'm depressed. everyone just says "don't think like that," or "think more positiviely." it just doesn't work. no one can talk us out of the way we feel/think (in my opinion). while i do have siblings and parents and a great boyfriend-- i don't feel comfortable talking to any of them because of the way the react. i don't blame them, though. maybe i'm mistakenly looking for them to truly help me and to cry with me. but it's something that's just not gonna happen. i am not really writing to give you advice . . . i'm sorry about that. i just want you to know that you're not alone with these feelings. Link to comment
Bethany Posted October 11, 2006 Share Posted October 11, 2006 Isn't there any way that you could report these people to the community 'owners', surely they can ban them? You shouldn't have to leave your friends behind because of these clowns and I recommend that you write an email to the owners and report this abuse. It is their site too and they have a responsibilty to you as a member to protect you from abuse of this kind. If you decide not to go back to your online community, please feel very welcome to stay here with us. I would also recommend to you a book that deals specifically with Breakdown which will help you immensely. It is called "Self Help for your Nerves" by a leading world reknown pyschiatrist, Dr Claire Weekes. It could possibly change you whole life and bring back the person you once was, IT IS THAT GOOD. Link to comment
AwdreeHpburn Posted October 11, 2006 Share Posted October 11, 2006 loobylou - I'm sorry you're feeling down. When it rains it pours, yeh? THIS on-line community has a great community as well. I have a feeling you'll get on just fine here as well. Don't be so hard on yourself for feeling down though, love. Happens to the best of us. Just go through it the only way you know how. We're here for you! -T Link to comment
jilligirl Posted October 11, 2006 Share Posted October 11, 2006 loobylou - I'm sorry you're feeling down. When it rains it pours, yeh? THIS on-line community has a great community as well. I have a feeling you'll get on just fine here as well. Don't be so hard on yourself for feeling down though, love. Happens to the best of us. Just go through it the only way you know how. We're here for you! -T i agree, i rarely see people on this forum being down-right nasty to each other. in fact, i've never seen it (as of yet). stay here, this is a good place. Link to comment
loobylou Posted October 13, 2006 Author Share Posted October 13, 2006 thanks all!! think im over my self indulgent down in the dumps today.......... its not nice to be that down but luckily it hasnt lasted long...... the persons involved on the site took their membership away.... the other person was suspended for a while till she calms down..... im actually enjoying having the break at the minute from being on there to help everyone else as sometimes that alone can get you down i think they just finished off what isnt a good time in my kids growing older and the fact i wont have any more.....but im lucky and happy to have what i have........ hope everyone else is ok thankyou again x Link to comment
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