day 2 of solid no contact...

[super_dave0001]

...and i must say im doing ok! i get little bursts of depression but it dont last long, got some good friends to talk with, plus alot of reading off of enotalone helps too... just got a new satalite so ill be watchn lots of tv as i work out...

 

NC is tough but it helps to heal the heart and the soul... as long as i keep myself occupied with things, n not on my ex then ill be groven lol... actually come to think of it, not talking to my ex means i dont no wut is going on in her life which saves on alot of heart ache, i dont need to no that shes talking to other guys and stuff like that so i blocked her on msn too so i dont need to hear it....

 

at the same time as i move on and heal i have a piece inside of me that hopes shes kinda suffering and wondering wut IM upto since ive disappeard ... considering she had me as a "friend" to talk to.... she even went as far as to say that she doesnt think of me so she wont miss me.... well like i said im moving on nicely but i have this bitterness inside that hopes she is missing me now and wondering wut has happened to me...

[Serendipity1607307077]

Glad to hear that you are doing ok... it's going to be rough but you are doing the right thing, even if it doesn't really feel like it right now. You need space to heal and to sort out where you are at...

 

Keep us posted with your progress.

[super_dave0001]

 

well its been about 4 or 5 days of NC now... last night(friday) i played a crazy soccer game with the boys from high school, anyways i was totally wiped after and decided to stay home for the night, i took a shower and fell asleep as soon as i sat down...

 

i ended up getn a txt msg on my phone @ 2am... it woke me up, i thought it might have bin 1 of my buddies but it was my ex... the txt read "r u still alive?"

 

we havent seen eachother since the break up, bin about a month i believe lol im not even sure now, its like im slowly forgetn her and everthing bout her, n like i said NC for like 5 days, i blocked her on my msn, n her friends... so i dont really no wut to do now? should i say something in response to her txt?

i think that if i dont then she will become angry with me and just never talk to me again.... not that it really matters i guess lol

[bcuzitwasfun]

Hi SD,

 

I wouldn't reply. That txt she sent doesn't mean anything. Hang in there and keep doing what you are doing.

 

Good Luck!

bcuzitwasfun

[ConfusedasEVER]

Bcuz: I wouldn't reply.

 

Darnit, Bcuz!! LOL stop telling him that.

 

 

I would reply. And I would say, ''Yes, quite. And why are you reminding me that YOU are still alive. '' .... and see what she says!

[super_dave0001]

Bcuz: I wouldn't reply.

 

Darnit, Bcuz!! LOL stop telling him that.

 

 

I would reply. And I would say, ''Yes, quite. And why are you reminding me that YOU are still alive. '' .... and see what she says!

 

thats like a slap in the face lol! i dont wanna be rude lol

[Serendipity1607307077]

Nah I would definitely not reply... don't give her that satisfaction of a reponse....