unfamilar love?

[sexyguy2004]

sometimes i sit back and wonder why i allow myself to get so emotionally, physically, and mentally attached to him! we are not together, we never have been and we have never even kissed! However, I often find myself drifting away in class with thoughts of him, and waking up wondering what he is up to, or calling just to hear his voice...How can i possibly allow his actions/word although not meant to cause pain, inflict so much thought that i have even cried, or find myself upset, and hurt? how can this be so...with someone that i've never actually told how i feel...how can this be so...with someone that has no clue how often i think about him, and how i desire to be given the privelege and devine oppurtunity to be in a relationship with him...to care for him in deeper ways than a friend and cater to him as a lover! Its time like these that only one thing can explain my true feelings...and i think and as hard as it is for me to believe I think I am in love! True love, something that I have never ever experienced...something thats hard to explain...something that causes the sight of him to brighten my entire day and put a smile on my face....something that causes me to hurt and even cry when i feel neglected!

(its time for bed, i may add or review this 2morro)

What shall I do? What do you do?

 

*These are just my random thoughts, I typed it from the heart without proofing and I hope it makes sense to someone...because I could really use advice!

[rightfromthestart]

i would break into his apartment, bake some cookies, and when he gets home - just leave a trail of cookies leading into his bedroom - and u should be standing at the door, wearing just a cooking apron, and a grin. he should get the picture.

[sexyguy2004]

lmao, i think that would b hilarious! ....but idk, perhaps something a bit more practical? idk if i wanta break into his place

[sortofconfused]

dooooooooooooooo it that would be absolutely epic.

[rightfromthestart]

or...break into his place and leave a trail of clothing [yours - lol] that leads to the laundry room and start the dryer, sit on top, wearing a tool belt and a grin...and when u see him say "i was told u might have something that needs fixing"

[sexyguy2004]

lmao, thank u so much rightfromthestart! i needed this laugh you are hilarious...there is no way im doin those too! i can't even tell him how i really feel! LOL! if u have read some of my other recent posts, you'll see how close we are...and just cant seem to pass this barrier...but im in too deep

[NKP]

LOL do it, go on just do it, it will be so darn funny

[UT]

Yeah.... oh my that's just great way to start a relatonship. No, Break isn't the way to go. It would be neat thing to do if you'd been dating for a while, or are really really good friends. He must not feel violated when you stand there in his appartment. Most importantly, he should be gay or bisexual or at least experamenting and you should know that he at least could be somewhat interested in a homoerotic relationship.

 

Now, moving on to the original post. Like relationships, true love can only exist if the feeling is mutual. If he's in a relationship I advice against going after him, especially if his partner is female.

 

Either find out if he's interested in you in a romantic way or try to find love elsewhere. That's pretty much your only options

[rightfromthestart]

how about invite him over to play 'pin the tail on the donkey', blindfold him, spin him around and then stand in front of the poster and when he reaches out make sure you position yourself so he places the tail on yer.....lol and then say 'opppppppppsy, how did that get there?;'

 

all that to say, just have fun. don't take things to seriously.

[NKP]

how about invite him over to play 'pin the tail on the donkey', blindfold him, spin him around and then stand in front of the poster and when he reaches out make sure you position yourself so he places the tail on yer.....lol and then say 'opppppppppsy, how did that get there?;'

 

all that to say, just have fun. don't take things to seriously.

 

LOL you are real good with real funny ideas

[sexyguy2004]

yeah, all of you guys are hilarious! many of you probably havent read my recent posts....but he doesnt have a girlfriend or a boyfriend...and i dont think he has ever been involved with anyone! he shows interest in me, but in the end i feel as though he is afraid to be gay/bi and battles with himself

[UT]

I know I've read it. Ok, I mixed ity up woth someone else. Just to get things straight (hehe funny to say that on this section of the forum) you spent your summer with him and you were really touchy feely and held hand and you wrestled which gave you an erection? if I'm wrong again, please give me a link to your first thread.

[sexyguy2004]

no this is true, we have done all of those things....and we still do do things like wrestle and act toiuchy feely (when no one else is around)...but it was all a shock when we got back to school...and we act so different around ppl! we have in a sense found a balance and im startn to cope with how we act when alone in comparison to how we act around our friends