Relapse

[Ohso]

It's been a good three months since my relationship ended, although it's been painful there has been a steady improvement over time. I found I was dwelling on him less and less, I could listen to weepy love songs and not fall appart, I even began working out a little and improving my diet to get into better shape.

 

This past week though has seen me go through some sort of relapse. I've been thinking about everything I've lost, not just my ex but his family were my family also. I loved them like they were my own but now they are gone.

 

My friends have been great but there's only so much they can do, I've kept myself busy by making new friends and even going on the occasional date but nothing fills the void. I go to bed alone and wake up alone and that's something I'm finding very hard to cope with.

 

The thought of months and months of three steps forward two steps back is almost enough to break me.

[Tigris]

Just take each day as it comes and things will gradually get better.

 

Good luck and take care.

[rosstheboss]

youre doing everything right but it will still take time. keep yourself busy and try not to dwell.

 

good luck!