I really need help

[Andy1113]

Hi all,

 

OK so this is my story, pretty long but please bear with me.

 

First of all, There is this Teacher in my school who i have a HUGE crush on.

 

But that not what i want advice on.

 

You see, iam extremly worried i have totally creeped her out. Im worried cos thats the last thing i want.

 

Please read my story and tell me what you think.

 

OK so, last year i get this new teacher, i didnt think much of it at first, just a new teacher, Big deal i thought. But when i went to her class for the first time god man she was so dam beautiful, i was smitten as soon as i laid eyes on her. From that point onwards things went ok, but then one day in one of her lessons she had this birthday card on her desk, i noticed it but someone else asked about it, she said it was her birthday today, so the next day i brought her in a card, she was greatful and said thanks, and of course i was in a brilliant mood. In my class there are loads of other guys that act tough and show off infront of her, naturally i get green with Jealousy, as iam not the toughest guy in school... infact quite the oppisite.

 

So, things went on from there, i used to ask questions alot about the work, even though i throughly understood it, i just loved speaking to her. iam extremly nervous when i speak to her, i stutter i shake and everything!

i used to think of little plans to "accidently" bump in to her, its sad i know and im embarrassed to even tell anyone about it.

 

Then near the end of the year, End of year exams coming and stuff, i thought i could spend a little bit of time with her and stay after school for her to "help me" with stuff i wasnt sure about, ( i was sure about everything by the way, just wanted to spend time with her

 

So i go up to her, ask her if it would be ok if i came after school to clear some things up i wasnt sure about on the exam, she said ok and after school i came.

 

i went in, made up some questions and just generally chatted, i then asked her if i would get her next year, she said probually not as i was doing full term religious studies (which is what she teaches) i said it was a shame, cos i thought she was a really great teacher, she said aww and i just felt so good inside.

 

Then one day me and my friend are walking past the door, which was on the route to our other lesson, and he stops at the door, i carry on walking because i didnt notice he was peering through the glass window thing on the door. Apparently he says she saw him and he ran off, dont ask me why he did it, im confused aswell. Another time im walking with him and we are walking down a different part of the School and she is chatting to another teacher in there, but as we passed the door (the door was open) i felt and saw out of the corner of my eye her immediatley follow me with her eyes.

 

So, the last day of the year comes, i decide to get her a little something to say thanks for helping me with "clearing up those questions" and a end of year kind of gift.

 

When it was time to give it to her, i was so so so scared, but i forced myself and managed to give it to her (it was a "Thank You" card and some minature heroes) she seemed greatful, and i went off relieved and happy that it was done. This was 7 weeks ago.

 

 

Iam now in my next year

 

I dont have her to teach me.

 

Im really depressed, and jealous of those people who do have her.

 

But today i was walking by towards my maths lesson, and in my route is past her classroom, i was her talking to some little first year at the high school, i was going to say "Hi" but when she saw me coming towards from a distance, she just went back in to her room. Then another guy who has a crush on her aswell (he is a big **** by the way. a bully,) and he said "Hi" and started talking about other lessons to her or something, i walked past in envy and jealousy and i saw and felt her eyes follow me, with a straight face. all the way. Then my friend who i mentioned early was walking behind me, a fair distance behind, he runs up to me way after ive passed her calling "Andy!" so i turn and look at him, and i see her staring right at us!. Now i dont know if im being paranoid but i think she is avoiding me and is suspicious and thinks that we are following her.

 

So My big question is:

 

IS SHE CREEPED OUT BY ME COS SHE THINKS I HAVE A CRUSH ON HER AND SHE THINKS IM FOLLOWING HER?

 

All comments greatly appretiated, i look forward to reading them and replying, any questions just ask.

 

Thank You!

[BellaDonna]

I would say that the crush you have on your teacher is "normal". Just remember that it should remain a crush and not something to be acted upon. You like her and admire her- so try not to be a bother to her.

 

It sounds like a lot of students have crushes on her.

 

 

IS SHE CREEPED OUT BY ME COS SHE THINKS I HAVE A CRUSH ON HER AND SHE THINKS IM FOLLOWING HER?

 

She's probably used to this kind of behavior. But keep in mind- if you seem rude, disrespectful, or threatening in any way toward a teacher -you could really get in trouble.

 

 

Chances are, she knows you like her or that you at least get a little nervous/shy when you are talking to her. She's probably used to it.

 

She is a teacher and you are a young student- she could go to jail if that line of professionalism is crossed. In fact if she crossed the line- it would be a crime and her career would be destroyed. She's there to teach and that is all.

 

My advice to you would be figure out what it is that you like about her- obviously looks- but is it also because she is smart too? If that's the case try to find a girl your age that has those same qualities. Then you can actually go on a date with her (the girl your age) instead of just admiring from afar.

 

 

BellaDonna

[Andy1113]

Hey, thanks for your reply.

 

Do not worry, i have no intention of hitting on her or anything like that, crushes like this are 100% fantasy and thats it.

 

Thank you very much for your advice.

 

But i still need your opinion on whethere you think she maybe is creeped out by me?

 

If you were her, and someone did all that to you, how would you feel?

 

Thanks replys are greatly appretiated

[BellaDonna]

I don't think you did anything too "creepy". I don't think you need to worry.

 

BellaDonna

[Andy1113]

Thanks, you dont know how relieved iam to hear that

[Jayar]

You didn't do anything creepy.... As the other poster said, she's probably used to it. Just don't let your feelings of jealousy get the better of you. Good luck, and have fun dating girls your own age!