BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 they are usually really happy, they sometimes argue, never really yelling. i have only heard my mom and sis yelling at each other once...and i really dont want to go into that if possible...my mom has depression, she is on medication for it(or was last i knew) i really dont think my sis is, and i doubt my mom's bf is Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 28, 2006 Share Posted August 28, 2006 Why mom has depression? Does she have any history of abuse? Why mom broke up with dad? Do you think your mom understands you? Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 another thing that u might want to know, alot of times, i will try to talk to someone(and they will just keep walking/leave the room/just seems like they ignore me), and it feels like im completely invisible, not there at all...that is another reason y i have wanted to commit suicide in the past, cuz i felt like there was no reason for me to be here, and they wouldnt even notice if i as gone...but at other times, my mom doesnt let me out of her sight Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 i dont know y my mom has depression(she hasnt said anything about being abused), but my grandma had it too. from what ive been told, my dad was never around, always came home really late(usually after my sis and me were in bed asleep) and he drank and smoked alot. one time the cops brought my dad home, he had stopped on the side of the road, had a can of beer in between his legs, and had a lit cigarette in his hand, and fell asleep, and the cops found him there...thats when she gave up on him...she hated him drinking and smoking...(but i think her bf drinks more then my dad did, but i think he(mom's bf) can control himself better, and rarely gets drunk. no i dont think she understands me...but i dont even really understand myself...so i cant explain to her how i feel, so she would understand Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 28, 2006 Share Posted August 28, 2006 We are learning more. Please answer post #77. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 28, 2006 Share Posted August 28, 2006 My dad was similar your dad. My mom was a lot worse than your mom though and very abusive. Given time you will understand yourself and feel better. You mother may be predisposed to depression but her lifes problems and choices are the major cause. You too btw. Depression is contagious in families. Do you know about grandma and grand dad - any stories? Your mom is in therapy or just takes meds? Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 all i know about my grandmother's depression is that she was hospitalized for a week(i think) and they dont talk about it, no mom is not in therapy, i dont even know if she is taking meds, but she has taken them before Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 28, 2006 Share Posted August 28, 2006 Could you try to be closer with mom, be cool. Try to cheer her up and understand her more. This is not easy but you could really improve everones life. Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 ive tried to understand her, but the main things i need to understand she hasnt been able to explain to me Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 ok...the wolf needs to go to her den and get some sleep...ill update more later. goodnight Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 28, 2006 Share Posted August 28, 2006 I'll think about your situation more too and wish you Goodnight. Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 28, 2006 Author Share Posted August 28, 2006 ok, u have any more questions?? im gonna get off for a while, but i will be back on in a couple hours Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 29, 2006 Share Posted August 29, 2006 About you, No questions right now. I am thinking about how your family can get along better and how you all can be happier. I post more a little later and we talk when you are back. Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 29, 2006 Author Share Posted August 29, 2006 ya...sorry im out of time for tonight...ill try and get on earlier tomorrow Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted August 29, 2006 Share Posted August 29, 2006 No problem, take care! How is your bf? Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 29, 2006 Author Share Posted August 29, 2006 well i thought he was doing better, but last night he said he wasnt himself, and when he got to school he had 2 cuts on the back of each hand...he said that last night he just really hated himself, but he didnt know why(and i guess he usually does) but i think his grandma is gonna be coming back soon...grr and today, when he brought me home from school, i kinda cried when he left...he said he had to get home, so i hugged him and a couple tears ran down my face, but i didnt want him to see me crying, so i made myself stop...then after he was gone a cried some more...but everytime he leaves, it feels like im never going to see him again... Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted August 29, 2006 Author Share Posted August 29, 2006 ok...scratch that...g2g to my dad's...ill probally get back on in about 3 hours...so i guess ill talk to ya then...and just whenever u think of a question, just post or PM it Link to comment
InaneCathode Posted September 2, 2006 Share Posted September 2, 2006 If i may interject, maybe you just need friends? People to relate to and talk to. Being able to vent your feelings and distract yourself with other people does wonders for the psyche. Personally, getting a job has completely eliminated the depression i was feeling for the longest time. Link to comment
PRSOV Posted September 2, 2006 Share Posted September 2, 2006 I haven't read the whole thread but please seek professional help. You will be healthier in the long run when you do so. Take care, PR Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted September 3, 2006 Author Share Posted September 3, 2006 i have a few friends, ive tried talking to them, they cant relate me...and talking to them doesnt help...i kinda have a job, but it isnt helping w/ my depression at all. sorry PR, but i dont have much faith in "professionals" Link to comment
InaneCathode Posted September 4, 2006 Share Posted September 4, 2006 I haven't read the whole thread but please seek professional help. You will be healthier in the long run when you do so. Take care, PR Lol, i already tried that. To be quite honest, if you dont seek professional help you will never get better. If you're prepared to live the rest of your life the way you are now because you're unwilling to take a risk in something unfamiliar than so be it. People will stop trying to help at some point. Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted September 6, 2006 Author Share Posted September 6, 2006 i think i might be getting a little better. the last 2 days i havnt really been depressed at all, but ill post if that changes Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted September 7, 2006 Author Share Posted September 7, 2006 why? do u just want to know what it is, or are you wanting to try it? dont try it unless you really like stinging pain Link to comment
BrokenBlackWolf Posted September 12, 2006 Author Share Posted September 12, 2006 ok...i dont know...ive been feeling sad alot again lately...but there isnt really a reason. the only thing i can think of that makes me sad is being away from my boyfriend, whenever he leaves it makes me feel really sad, sick, weak/tired(physically and mentally), all alone, ect... Link to comment
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