Why is it just so hard? (rant)

[millaj]

I just feel so sad right now. I miss my girl so bad.. she lives in NYC and I live in CA. I keep thinking of her and how much I love her, but at the same time I keep wondering just why is it so hard to be a lesbian.

 

When were together I am smitten, head over heels, she makes me glow, and i'm so happy. Just the thought of her gives me goose bumps. She's so amazing!!!

 

I'm sad right now because I just wish it was easier.. being accepted by family, society, and God. At least knowing if it's accepted.. worried that you can't be yourself, and you are just so limited in life.

 

Being bisexual is hard because in the back of my mind I just wonder if i'm making the right decision in my life by allowing myself to love a woman. I can't help how I feel, but I can choose to act on them or not.

 

I'm just feeling so low right now.. it could be a mixture of me missing her, and feeling love that can't be fullfilled without her in my arms.

[princess81]

Love I mean real love doesnt discriminate against sex, race, economics, etc you cant choose who you love I wish it were that easy and as far as acceptance goes when you look in the mirror and you say I love you and I am proud of you no matter what thats all you need life is so short for you to be worring about being accepted and the things that people are gonna think you live for you to make you happy.