She thinks I am someone I am not (an outgoing person)

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Um so I've realised that I always have been outgoing...like people have said earlier.

Lol.

 

I've also realised that I've had enough of people. Lol.

 

I think it turns out that the problem was not with me not being outgoing, but actually with other people not being accepting of me. I never "clicked" with people and it made me feel like I wasn't outgoing.

I no longer want to put up with it though and am forgetting about making effort to get to know people. So far in the hundreds/thousands of instances I've tried it has been pointless and has only hurt me.