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Dregnought

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i want to cut. and i hate it. i started to practice with a knife, im so goddam screwed atm. i just want to be alone and cut, with my tears. im scared it will turn into an addiction

 

the works gotten harder, the heat is worse. my friend matt, im screwing up the frindship and i cant stop myself from making things worse. now hes ignoring me at times.

 

i thought i was gettting better. pfft. well for * * * * sake, im sick of m parents and im sick of the work im sick of this life at times i just want to die and never come back

 

matt said he was snapping at everyone that day btw so i dont * * * *ing know

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blink182rocks988 Apprentice

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Im going through the same thing pretty much... my friend matt is not helping either! lol. hes being an a** and doesnt even help me anymore when i need him... i have been wanting to and have been cuttin recently. Snapping rubber bands helps... it works. its not dangerous either... maybe that might help... i snap rubber bands constantly on my wrists....and arm... its a good feeling... especially on newer or a couple day old cuts. i hope everything works the way you want it... member rubber bands=better than cutting...but i still havent stopped so u might not like all my advice. sry if it didnt help. i hope u feel better!

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Romeoz God Rookie

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I'd like to start with: Dregnought you have to be much more careful what you type into that computer of yours. I google searched dregnought - the second thing that came up - Want to Cut. I know you in real life and I know for a fact that many a person out there knows what your online alias is. I was searching for something completely different and i came accross this. I already know you have problems dregnought but many of the people who live near you don't. If you don't want them(your parents included, dw i will not say anything to them) to know anything then anything you post along the lines of this i would make sure cannot be traced back to you. If you do want people to know and this is a cry for help, go right ahead.

 

I find it saddening to know you've gotten to the point where you find cutting an option. If your parents are driving you that crazy. give us a yell and then I'll come over, we'll have a multiplayer game or something. Even if I'm not your favorite person in the world, I'm sure I can break-up the whole work/reonovations to your house. I have no idea who the hell Matt is but I hope all goes well with him.

 

I do not want to wreck anything for you but - you do not have a sister, you have a brother named Ricky I could understand how sometimes you could mistaken him for a sister but still he's ya bro.

 

Ok my $0.02 dregnought.

 

I've also posted in your other topics

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Romeoz God Rookie

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ahh Dregnought I also think that doing an apprenticeship with your father is not a good idea. I mean look at how things are going now. I really think you should consider coming back to school for the sole reason of a social outlet. plus year 12 grad looks a lot better than a apprenticeship to any employer.

 

Well it is up to you but think about it because if your think ing about cutting now.... what is it going to be like in a year after having no relief from your house?

 

Stuff that. Man just talk to your parents, if they know how your feeling then they may let up a bit ya?

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Moon Goddess Community Regular

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Actually the referal to his "sister" he was not referring to Ricky he meant someone else obviously not Ricky brother - sister their is a tiny itty bitty diference anyway

 

Dregnought:

Do think of snapping rubber bands to your wrists I have tried that and it is very satisfing think of your friends, your sis and your gf they love you and care about you very much ALWAYS remember that

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darkblue Grand Master

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I'd like to start with: Dregnought you have to be much more careful what you type into that computer of yours. I google searched dregnought - the second thing that came up - Want to Cut.

Ok..

Google searching members now..

 

I know you in real life and I know for a fact that many a person out there knows what your online alias is. I was searching for something completely different and i came accross this

Although it is rather unique to his alais...

 

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I already know you have problems dregnought but many of the people who live near you don't. If you don't want them(your parents included, dw i will not say anything to them) to know anything then anything you post along the lines of this i would make sure cannot be traced back to you. If you do want people to know and this is a cry for help, go right ahead.

Rather contradictory to your last line in the post.

 

I find it saddening to know you've gotten to the point where you find cutting an option.

It's not an option - it's a coping mechanism.

 

If your parents are driving you that crazy. give us a yell and then I'll come over, we'll have a multiplayer game or something. Even if I'm not your favorite person in the world, I'm sure I can break-up the whole work/reonovations to your house.

Invitations are normally best.

 

I do not want to wreck anything for you but - you do not have a sister, you have a brother named Ricky I could understand how sometimes you could mistaken him for a sister but still he's ya bro.

That's rather insulting.

Maybe you could try becoming informed before posting something which may cause offense.

Just a thought.

 

 

I've also posted in your other topics

I noticed that...

Specifically to his topics..

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darkblue Grand Master

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ahh Dregnought I also think that doing an apprenticeship with your father is not a good idea. I mean look at how things are going now. I really think you should consider coming back to school for the sole reason of a social outlet.

I don't think that's your place to say.

I'm sure if Dreg is old enough to choose to leave school - he should be old enough to make his own decisions to do so.

 

plus year 12 grad looks a lot better than a apprenticeship to any employer.

Is that factual, or your opinion?

 

Well it is up to you but think about it because if your think ing about cutting now.... what is it going to be like in a year after having no relief from your house?

How do you know he won't?

How do you know school isn't any better?

 

Stuff that. Man just talk to your parents, if they know how your feeling then they may let up a bit ya?

Again: I don't think it's your place to influence.

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Moon Goddess Community Regular

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Romeoz God:

Although I disagree with most of the things, I must agree with one thing you said people do love dregnought i am one of them if he is feeling this way why should we make him feel worse. When he said sister he was not referring to Ricky I know who he meant and I must say that she also loves him very much I agree their are many people who love dregnought and those people are helping him get thru this. We all have times when we are weak and feel like killing ourselfs but we recover and dregnought will as well

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Dreg we love you so much! You will never know how much you have done for me. Darl please realise that cutting will only ruin your life even more (i say that from experience!) trust me you don't want to do that. I know you don't care about yourself but as you said you have the people who you love and love you! Just keeping talking it through and you will feel better. It may not come at once it may take even months or years but you will feel ok again! Keep strong dreg, we love you!

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