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Hi all 34 yr old married women with 3 teens tired of feeling guilty about everything in my life! Geez I just wrote a long message too and I pressed the back arrow and it disappeared ARGHHH! Anyway I am so glad I found this board maybe I can talk with someone in the same situation as myself. I have a not so typical life except for the fact that I have a family and work PT and live out in the suburbs. The rest is trully extrodianary! I have been married for 20 years, yes 20 years and still trying to hang in there. It's mostly me I think really..I dunno.is live in this viscious cycle of happiness, guilt,remorse, oh it's amazing I haven't gone off the deep end. It's closer than I fear at times! I know I need a GOOD therapist, I tried one so far.....Anway if anyone wants to post or email I'll be glad to respond.



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Remorse for getting married so young, allowing myself to get talked into it and to someone who after 20 years STILL DOES NOT GET ME](*,)](*,) [/u]and oh what I've done in my marriage,(although I do not believe in deceiving people, I told him we really never had a marriage, at least to me) little patience with my kids, them seeing me and husband fight..oh man just so much...I know I need help. I am always so indecisive about my marriage; stay or go..of course I tell him when our youngest gaduates we will get a divorce. I just know we are not living up to our full potential. I know alot of people are probably going through this..I could have it worse I guess. I just needed to vent. DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE lol!!!


Thank God I love my job(I am an Licensed practical nurse) I say it fulfills me emotionally, because I don't get it at home...same old story huh?


Thanks for listening....I know I've been through alot and to an extent I'm screwd up but I know I can get better....I can lead the life I want to lead someday!





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