shtshappen Posted January 30, 2020 Share Posted January 30, 2020 Hi, im gonna tell my story very quickly cause is too much tbh... I just move out of my country, political stuff, I just leave my old plans back, I coulnt finish my career, I just stay in the middle of everything I dreamed... My mom had to sell our home to get my brother and I out, she had to stay there. So, two years ago I meet a guy cause I was trying to rescue some puppies, I failed but he was nice with me, we spent a LOT of time together but we do hurt each other, like A LOT... We learn how to be with each other, we are good friends at the end, the thing is that I always feel more than he does for me cause I never was the only one in his heart and he accept that, now that I just have a week away, I cant stop feeling depress cause he said that we have to be friends and I feel im gonna loose him and he was the one who always were with me, he may still at my side but I know our distance doesnt hurt him like me... He still have feelings for his ex, she does too, it is just time to... u know. Besides that, the first week I got to the new country my cellphone was stolen and some money too... I mean at my country I worked SO HARD to get it, it was my capital and it used to mean a lot to me. When I was at my country I used to think that I didnt want to live this life, but first than killing myself I would leave everything and start all over, and now I just feel that it wasnt worth it. So now my heart is broken, Im home sick and cant stop thinking about how I miss the future that I used to plan and worked so hard for it, I dont know how to get out of this depression... I cant killing myself cause I wont do that to my family, but living like this doesnt work, Im not living so time ago that I maybe forgot how to. (sorry for my english, is not my main language) Link to comment
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