iwishiknew Posted October 30, 2019 Share Posted October 30, 2019 Anyone else tired of life like me? I'm tired of life and waking up everyday. There are times I don't want to get out of bed, I just want to sleep and have a beautiful dream and never wake up. I do eventually get out of bed and go on with my day, which isn't always easy. I always ask myself, why did God put me on this Earth if I can't succeed in life and always failing? A few weeks ago I was let go from my job, it was a temp to hire position but they told me there are no more hours available. I was really bummed out and heart broken, I actually cried in my car asking myself "Why me?" "Why do I have bad luck in life?" I was there for almost 2 yrs and I thought I'd be hired full-time, but I was wrong. I still kept my retail job I had before, which I do work a few days a week, but I hate that job so much. I been with that company for 7 yrs and there's no opportunities at all and I make less than $10 hr. I can't stand working in retail and dealing with mean disrespectful customers everyday. Now I need to find another job, which I don't have that much motivation at all. I've never had any luck in the job market. It puts me down that I never had a real job since finishing college in 2002. I never had a job with benefits or a decent living wage pay. Living life is so expensive and being old and never having a good job doesn't give me a lot of motivation. At my old age and as I get older, it will be so difficult for me to get a decent job, because of age discrimination and not having a lot decent experience. I feel like that I'm a big loser and haven't accomplished anything at all in life. I've still never had a gf or kissed a girl. I've been through a lot in my life and it wasn't always pleasant. I just moved out of my parents place because of the negative environment. I can't afford rent, rent in my area is so $$$$. Now I'm living in my friend's storage facility, which is a lot better than living at home. . I don't know now what to do with my life. I've been job searching but nothing yet interests me. I love nature and national parks and camp grounds. I still do my workouts at the parks and forest preserve. Being out in nature, forest preserves, national parks puts a smile on my face and makes me feel happy and I feel like a new person. I plan on buying a van and converting it to a full camper van and living the van life and living a nomadic life style. Living life on the road, seeing new scenery, being able to be free, happy, traveling, meeting new people, and seeing the beautiful states and country roads. The only downside is income, what will I do for work? Does anyone here live a nomadic lifestyle and living life on the road? Link to comment
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